This is a song directed towards abusers. The feeling of you made me love you, made me trust you and then you hurt me and then you made me love you...again and again. It's about the disorientation and confusion of being hurt by someone you love.
lyrics
I’m really high, up in the sky
I’m on my own: me myself and I;
Except for three soft little clouds,
I don’t know why, and I don’t know how.
I like to think that since I’m here
It probably means I’m above my fears;
And since the rain falls down below me
I think my pain can't get me here.
I’m way too high up in the sky.
I hold my breath and shut my eyes.
I’m losing touch; I need your love;
Or better yet, just cut me off.
I’m so cold and the winds like a 100 miles per hour
And I can't believe just last week I bought you flowers
I’m way too high up in the sky; I’m all alone; I want to die.
I’m way too high. I’m way too high (o-h wo-ah)
Fuck you for taking my life, I gave you no right; who gave the right?
Fuck you for taking my mind, I thought that I’d lost it, but I guess now I find
You just took it, right out of my life; like yourself.
Fuck you fuck you for taking my mind and my peace and my will to not die
Fuck you fuck you right out of my life and I want you to die
Fuck you fuck you i hope that’s alright
Fuck you for telling me lies fuck you it’s really not right to say
That you love someone if you just want to hurt them, you just wanted to hurt me didn’t you
That kinda fucked up.
Fuck you fuck you for taking my mind and my will to survive I hope you die
Fuck you fuck you I that's alright
I’m way too high up in the sky
You put me here and now I want to die
I’ll hold my breath and close my eyes
It doesn’t help: the fears already inside
I’m way too high I’m way too high
Fuck you for taking my life
I’m way too high
credits
from It's Ok; I'm OK,
released August 5, 2017
Vocals:
Morgen Waterbury
The rawness and realness of this album, in combination with the genius lyrics blows my mind. I've been listening to it on repeat since I found it so I'd say it's pretty rad. Check it out ^^ Morgen Star
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